Thursday 14th May 2020

Today was one of those frustrating days.  It was a day when just about everything finds some way of getting on top of you and you just want to give up on everything and go live in a cave or something.  You’re miserable company and you know it, preferring to just avoid everyone until the moment has passed.

In fact the only good thing I can say about today is that I’m rational enough to know I’m having a bad day and to just let it pass.#

Instead I just threw myself into mindless stuff like Warcraft grinding and audiobooks and just tried to forget about anything.

There’s nothing major at the heart of it, just a couple of minor irritations that just decided to hit at the same time.  That makes it all the more frustrating.  Couple that with incredible uncertainty about the future and it just results in you asking yourself if all the effort you are currently putting into a range of things is really worth it.

I’d chilled out a little by the evening finding a way to shiny check incensed pokemon in Pokemon Go whilst grinding raw gold in Warcraft, but I ended up doing that all evening.  I’ll probably have a good gold uptick tomorrow when I collate the totals as a result.

Some days you just have to get through.  I’ve told myself with everything else that’s going on in the world it’s OK to have bad days and today has been one of the worst.

Things will feel better tomorrow.

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