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Teaching Rapier – The Climb #361

Wednesday 17th January 2018 After feeling calmer yesterday I found myself coming back from training  late tonight and having another small panic attack.  It was small enough that I could recognise it right away but it’s meant that whilst being in desperate need for sleep, I’ve stayed up late hoping for it to subside. The [...]

2018-01-19T00:43:04+00:00 January 18th, 2018|Health, Swordfighting, The Climb|0 Comments

Calmer – The Climb #360

Tuesday 16th January 2018 I’m definitely feeling a lot better today.  I’ve been feeling a lot calmer and my anxiety has died down a lot. It’s left me feeling exhausted.  Having felt like I’ve drunk too many energy drinks the last few days, I now feel like I want to sleep.  Given that I’ve not [...]

2018-01-17T10:30:01+00:00 January 17th, 2018|Health, Movies, Productivity, Swordfighting, The Climb, TV, Writing|0 Comments

Blue Monday – The Climb #359

Monday 15th January 2018 Today is supposed to be Blue Monday, the most depressing day of the year.  For me, that’s certainly partly true as my anxiety has been spiking all over the place.  It’s been caused by a number of things and has just seemed to have come to a head. However, I took [...]

2018-01-17T10:20:53+00:00 January 17th, 2018|Health, The Climb, Writing|0 Comments

Anxiety And Edits – The Climb #358

Sunday 14th January 2018 I feel terrible.  I was unable to sleep last night due to my racing mind and then when I did, I ended up waking up a few hours later. I’m at that stage where I just need to rest and keep my mind occupied.  The moment I’m left to my thoughts, [...]

2018-01-15T17:09:17+00:00 January 15th, 2018|Health, The Climb, Writing|0 Comments

Racing To The End – The Climb #357

Saturday 13th January 2018 I’ve not really been in the mood to be sociable today.  A combination of factors have sent my anxiety sky high and it was only as I prepare to go to bed that I realise that  I’ve been having an anxiety attack for the past three days. I’ve been trying to [...]

2018-01-15T02:28:27+00:00 January 14th, 2018|Health, Swordfighting, The Climb, Writing|0 Comments

The Year Of The Offensive – The Climb #344

Sunday 31st December 2017 2017 was a funny old year.  It was my Year of the Offensive … a year for me to push myself and claim the rewards for my hard work.  As I said back then “it’s going to be a year where I happen to it rather than it happens to me”. [...]

Party Preparations – The Climb #340

Wednesday 27th December 2017 Today was spent running around getting ready for the big games day tomorrow. I got up late, but hey, it’s Christmas so it’s allowed.  Some of the snow had disappeared but the forecast said it was going to freeze which made me worry about people travelling tomorrow. I decided to walk [...]

2017-12-29T11:51:41+00:00 December 28th, 2017|Games, Health, Weather|0 Comments

Burn Out – The Climb #332

Tuesday 19th December 2017 I’ve started feeling a bit better the last couple of days.  Sunday’s low day just made me realise just how run down I was. Looking back I can see just how swamped with tasks I’ve been since the end of August.  I found myself getting stressed out in September when it [...]

2017-12-20T17:05:58+00:00 December 20th, 2017|Health, Swordfighting, The Climb, Writing|0 Comments

A Low Day – The Climb #330

Sunday 17th December 2017 I’ve been on a massive low today and I have no real idea why. There’s certainly things I was disappointed about after last night but I found my head was making much bigger a deal of them than they really were.  I’m a little down on sleep recently after a couple [...]

2017-12-18T18:48:48+00:00 December 18th, 2017|Health, The Climb|0 Comments

Devastated – The Climb #325

Tuesday 12th December 2017 To understand how I’m feeling today is going to take some explanation. As I mentioned yesterday, I’m feeling very run down due to my tournament on Saturday.  This is general fatigue and I’d feel like this whether I won or got beaten by everyone.  I felt I fought well but was [...]

2017-12-13T20:50:57+00:00 December 13th, 2017|Health, Swordfighting, The Climb|0 Comments